stories-to-live-by

the most happy face...     carries the most shattered heart...

should i?

I was hermit all along. Couldn't find  my place. Could this be it now? Am I not too young to enter the world of the wedded bliss? Confederation, conjugality, connubiality, consortium, marriage,

whatever you call it still sums up to the truth that you loose your individuality and become Mrs. ___*.

The fact where a lot of marriages have been halted for a lot of reasons (often unreasonable) makes me think not twice but a million times before saying 'yes'.

A whole bunch of 'what if's' invaded my mind. What if it wouldn't work, what if..., what if...

Marriage bond is a lifetime tie for some people (including me) and I don't want to abdicate it like a debris.   

Never.

Live where there is No life.. Breathe while you Can...

Biography 

Im a person who enjoys animals (cats to be particular).. i love to be LOVED, as i wish i would be,i loved to be appreciated, as i hope i could be. I wanted to be happy(as simple as that..), in life's most simple ways, in which the world cannot understand. Others says I'm hopeless, most says I'm a mess. A lot says I'm a dreamer, but none of them extort the truth.. nobody knows who I am.. they don't even fathom my existence..I caronize nature, since that's the only hamlet in the world.. where I found no rejection..

iN sOLitUdE...

Right down here.. in my darkest confinement, secluded and solitaired, I see a very thin aurora line. Does the so-called God recognize me still? Why am I being relinquished? Why am i shunned and forsaken? A place as wide as a pigeonhole is where i was dilapidated... derelict... tormented and worn-out.

Im runnin' out of time... existence is fading... a li'l advocate p lease.. that's all i need..

                                                                  

                                                                                  

                                                                           

the world has to know...

They say that the world has everything to offer mankind. Love at all cost was given for free... but a lot were starving(family breaking, lovers splitting, kids abandoned & more)... ain't that ironic? As i wandered the cruddy streets of berths where everybody's been passing everyday, i saw those with barren hearts, and a lot were aberrant minded. The world has to know that not everybody is happy with what has been goin' on for a long time. Everybody gets tired too... Aren't you?